BLUE OCTOBER

...From first glance, you may think I'm talking about the band, which I ensure you I'm not. Though they are quite a great band and this generations answer to The Cure in my book, this blog will entail the suckiness that has been this month.
First and foremost, the situation the occured with Rachel not a week or so ago. In order to NOT have voices screaming in my head, I am going to just bypass that subject.
Recently, the second layer of this hell known as October, my computer up and crashed. No real explanation for it, just decided to not work anymore. Going to try to reupload Windows XP soon, if I can get ahold of a disk.
But, worse than the computer, is the fact that our puppy Butters is sick. The vets say he might have Parvo. Might have Parvo?!?!? Straight answer would be awesome. It's either that or a REALLY bad case of indigestion brought on by an unruley amount of worms ("previous owners dewormed him" my ass....).
So, to sum up...

• Rachel okay.. for now. If the computer or Butters doesn't get fixed, it may push her back over the edge.
• Computer incompassitated. You don't know what you got til it's gone... again.
• Dog near death from dehydration. God, I hope the meds and shots the doc gave work.

Yes, it has been a blue october and I don't see it brightening up anytime soon.